"Listen, now.. try to think about a happy moment of your life. One of those moments of true, absolute happiness. Wait, shut up, just think, don’t say it aloud, there’s no need. The first moment that comes to your mind, whichever it is, is a moment that you spent with me, isn’t it? Here’s the truth, you have to admit it to yourself.”
I want you to ask me that question again, right now, so I could correct my answer with something like “NOT ANYMORE.”
But it’s only another of the thousands of unfeasible scenes I picture in my mind.